:(

As my wedding quickly approaches I have many dreams regarding the big day. Some are good, some are bad...some just don't make any sense at all. A week after helping my mom and future mom-in-law pick out their outfits I had one dream that kind of threw me for a loop. I had this elaborate dream of helping Aunt Betty pick out her outfit. She was really excited to pick out something new because she had lost some weight. The dream was really detailed and long. I awoke realizing it was a dream, but then continued to wonder about what Aunt Betty would be wearing. She always did a great job of picking out things for her neices and nephew's weddings....after about 10 minutes of thinking about it I remembered...she wouldn't be there. I was so shocked with myself that I would forget she was gone. I really miss her and I'm really sad she won't be there to see me walk down the isle.